Monday, June 28, 2010

Life-Long Dreams

Isn't it funny how we sometimes spend our whole lives wishing we could have accomplished something? That thing where you wish, if you lived a different life, you could have done? The funny thing that I've discovered, is that sometimes life gives you the opportunity to life those dreams without you even realizing it.As I was walking home this evening, I noticed one of the schooners sailing up the Hudson. It was beautiful. My mind slowly drifted back to the summer days of my childhood when my parents would take my sister and I to walk the quaint waterfront of Beaufort. Sometimes it was neat, other times it was torture--but we always had our favorite spots. There was the General Store. They sold toys, ice cream, fudge, t-shirts, and jewelry. It kind of had something for everyone, and I was enchanted by the idea of it resembling an old five and dime.Across from the General Store was the Dock House Restaurant. It overlooks Taylor's Creek, where boats meander through on their way to some lazy coastal destination; Carrot Island, where the wild horses roam; and the mooring field, where people anchor their boats as they travel up and down the intercoastal or sometimes stop just to hear the music from the dock house. The live music and the view were some of the reasons that my parents liked that particular restaurant, but my sister and I loved it just because of the trees beside it. Perfect climbing trees. Those two trees were close enough that my parents could watch us as they drunk in the atmosphere, but far enough away that we felt like we were free.
As I grew older, the variety of entertainment in Beaufort seemed to shrink. Soon trees and ice cream were not my number one motivator for a visit -- but my family continued to visit none the less. We would walk the expanse of the docks, gazing at the boats that would come through. North for the summer, south for the winter. One exception was the Lookout. She was a white catamaran with orange stripes, and made Beaufort her summer berth. I would see her both at the city docks and at Cape Lookout, where she could come right up on the shore and lower a ladder to let all of the customers off. I would watch the workers and think to myself -- now that's the kind of job I would to have when I'm a teenager.
Towards the end of my teenage years, I found the Lookout in another location. My grandparents moved to an island off the coast of Florida, and there the Lookout started coming in the winter. She would take her customers to Coconut Island, a small island made out of a sand bar, until it washed away about 4 years later. Like the island, I figured that my dreams of crewing a sailboat were over when I graduated from college and started working full time. And as I turned my gaze from the schooner on the Hudson and began my walk down the esplanade I realized that I'm living my dream.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

America II

Talk about an experience! Recently I have been incredibly busy, and part of that is that aside from working full time, I'm also crewing the America II. For those of you who don't know the background on this beauty, she was built in 1987 while the United States was trying to win back the America's cup. I believe she made it all the way to the semi-finals that year. So look out for me on US 46.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

In the City

Well, today almost feels like a dream. I know I haven't kept y'all updated, but that's for good reason. A week and a half ago I was asked if I would be willing to come to New York for training. It didn't hit how amazing this is until I was sitting in first class on the plan flying over the Statue of Liberty. I'm still in shock, but now, I have to get to bed so that I can get up for work in the morning. I'll update you on the specifics as soon as I get some decent time in front of my computer!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Good News

Last week, while at a friend's baseball game, I received a somewhat devastating phone call. My new manager called me to tell me that while the company has been receiving negative press, this will not be affecting my offer -- not that I hoped it would -- this was the good news. The bad news came in the form of finding out that while I was expecting to start work on May 3 (next Monday), my team was based in New York, and wouldn't be here until mid July. This would mean that I would have to find another interim job. As much as that disappointed me, I was happy to know that my manager will be one of the ladies who interviewed me, and I think that she is absolutely awesome. I can't wait to start work with her.

So, I had begun to start looking for a temp job, ceased the apartment/house hunt, and decided to settle here until the end of the summer. It just seemed a little strange to me that I was going to be staying put for another four months, especially when I had felt so strongly that I would not be here all summer. BUT then again... my apartment complex has an amazing pool, and no one can deny the joy at being told that you will get to play at the pool your last summer of school. And like I had begun the job hunt, I began the pool prep (workouts, shaving cream, new swimsuits, anti-cellulite lotion (I'll let you know if it works)).

The day after I got my new summer supplies squared away I got a phone call. It turned out to be my HR correspondent, and while I expected nothing other than a confirmation that I wouldn't be starting until July, he told me that my team is interested in having me come out to New York for training. Standard company-wide training is in New York in mid-July. So I knew that I'd be heading out there, but as the conversation continued, he told me that they were interested in having me come out to New York in mid-May. After looking over my schedule, we decided on May 10th as a start date.

I still have to wait a few days until we get my flights and housing set up, but I think I've been smiling for two days straight. I'm going to get to be in New York City for about three months for training. I am so excited. I know that the apartments for company-wide training are located in Manhattan, and I can't wait to find out where I'll be working and living. It kind of feels like something from a movie.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Graduation

I can now say that I am a college graduate! It is honestly a strange feeling. For a while I was thinking about how much better it would feel if I had attended classes my last semester, but I've realized that graduation is an awesome thing regardless of what you were doing your last semester. Just today I was looking at classes, but I know I can't take any because I'm going to be starting work soon. I am going to be a real adult. No more spending large amounts of time socializing with friends, no more spending entire afternoons quilting, no more spur of the moment vacations. This is going to be quite the change.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Moments

It's moments like this when I just love life. I'm a little worried about losing friends over my personal stresses that I've extended into friendships, but looking out my window, feeling the warm spring breeze flow through my curtains and listening to Tim McGraw, I know that moments like this are what I live for. I'll find someone to share moments like this with one day, but there are a few things I'm going to miss from moments like this in my past.

Election Day Clam Chowder

Ford Explorers

Bracelets

Good Summer Music

Motorcycles

Midnight Drink Runs

Grilled Food

Yoo Hoos

Pools

Kenny Chesney

Sunsets in Nevada

Mustangs

6th of July Fireworks

Catalina 22's

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I Want

When life seems chaotic and disappointing, it's easy to become discouraged. But, even though there are some days that I'm hurt, and all I want to do is scowl at every creature that dares bug me, I'm drawn to the realization that today is the day to be the person that I want to be.

And I'm excited to know that I get to shape myself into the human being that I want to be.I want to be a woman who takes good care of herself. This means getting dressed before 2:00 in the afternoon like I do sometimes, and it means working out regularly and eating healthy. No more chocolate days where all I eat is cake.

I want to be gracious to those around me. To give thanks to those who help me and to spend my time helping and focusing on others. And actually write thank you notes for people who are awesome.

I want to be organized. I want to keep my room perfectly in order, keep my laundry caught up, and be punctual in everything I do.

I want to keep a budget. Make sure that I'm being responsible with my money and saving for a rainy day. ALWAYS keep expenditures less than income.

I want to take the time to enjoy nature (while fulfilling all of my responsibilities). I want to make sure that I take time away to go camping, or rock climbing, or sailing. Just do whatever to remember that God wants me to be joyful.

I want to take the time to study the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Yes, I read the scriptures, but I want to really study. To gain knowledge and understanding, and hopefully to be able to share that with others.

I want to be able to make the hard decisions in life, and to carry forward and onward without looking back. This is one things that I haven't been doing great recently, but I think I'm ready to finally do it.

I want to keep my commitments..... even if that's something as simple as sending an e-mail within an hour. I want to be someone that people know that they can always count on.

I want to keep my priorities in order, and I know, that as I live with a focus on the teachings of Jesus Christ, I'll be able to do that. And my priorities will make more sense.

And I want to be a better person tomorrow than I was today.