Wednesday, September 16, 2009

No More Waiting

Today Branden told me that he is afraid that he may have lost the best thing that could have happened to him. I've been trying to tell him that (and I've been working to avoid it). I love that man with all of my heart, and it'd be really nice if we could work it out, but I can also say, I'm not going to get back with him unless he's going to give me what I need. I just don't feel like it's right to wait forever. In any case, whether it's him or not, I'm not going to settle for anything less than a man who can't stand the thought of life without me.



Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool

3 comments:

Marie said...

YEAY!!! :) Stick to those guns, girl! Men get lonely, will say whatever they want, but if they're not serious about it - there's no use in breaking your heart again. Wait until he gives you that promise of life with you forever. :)

Morgan said...

I love you cuz! I really like how you put that - about waiting to be with a man that can't stand the thought of life without you. I like that very much.

Meg said...

I'm glad you've finally believed in yourself enough to say that!