Out of Place

Something's out of place, but what? Is it being here without my sweetheart? Or is it trying to adjust to not having a hectic schedule for once (I promise you forget how to unwind). Is it my credit card bill due at the end of the month (I changed my flight last minute without even blinking), is it that I left my room a disaster or that I'm going right to work when I land back on Tuesday? I just dunno.